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TEARS IN THE RAIN

Rain drops falling and reaching the earth, It’s a beautiful sight. Can anyone tell me, when the first drop of rain has reached the earth and drenched the earth with their love? You my dear came into my life like a raindrop and drenched me with love. As I walk in the rain I think about you, My love, I offered you, my heart, you cared less, You couldn’t see the love in it, You trampled my heart under your feet My heart is crushed, hurt and it lies bleeding. Still I love you, My heart is touched by my love, Cause you have touched it with your feet One touch from you, Blessed I am, My heart knows the touch of love, Now I have known love even hurts a person in which it has grown. But it can never hurt the object of affection, I take even the hurt as a blessing, Being hurt in love is also a blessing, Being hit by cupid is sweet, Falling in love is sweet, Loving is sweet, Being in love is sweet, Drowning is sweeter, And being drowned and dying is sweetest. I close the umbrella, I look into th...

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My Tooth Brush

I start my day by brushing my teeth. Sometimes I don’t brush and I eat my breakfast directly, that’s a different matter. I usually don’t change my brush for a long time. I develop deep sense of attachment with it. I don’t feel like throwing it away after using it for few months. It’s been with me. Once I dint change my brush for a long time .my brush was displayed during dinnertime for everybody to see. And everybody was laughing. They asked me why dint I change it. I said I love it and I cant change to another and throw this one. On hearing this they even started laughing louder. There were few relatives in our home. Everybody was laughing. I kept wondering, what is there so much to laugh uncontrollably. Now I know, cause the brush was left with only few bristles, which we can count. hahahahha. I was so embarrassed and I made a complete fool out of myself by telling them the actual reason for keeping the brush. I don’t know I can’t let go off things once I develop attachment with them...

Chasing Butterflies

Sometimes I just feel like chasing butterflies and dragonflies and I feel like running after them. Not with the intention of catching them but just playfully, shouting, joyfully chasing them, where ever they go. And running around in fields and woods. That would be lovely. We used to do that when I were small, we used to run after butterflies in the park. But now they say I am grown up, and I can’t run after butterflies. Hmmmmm. Does age has to do something with playfulness in a person? Even now I want to do it, I am the same girl,with a mature mind offcourse but i still love it . Amma says that if I do so,people will think that I am mad or weird. I keep telling her let them think what they want to. even when I play with Laddu and I roll in the mud, we wrestle, and I make myself dirty, amma says what will the neighbors think about you? I will always do what my heart wants to do. And I am ruled not by my mind but by my heart. I wont let anything pull me down. What if they think I am cra...

BIRDBATH

First thing I had planned to do in the holidays was to make birdbaths. So few days’ back I brought 6 earthen bowls. Now I will explain the making of a birdbath.Hahhaha.i dug the soil, mounted it like a mound and then I placed the earthen bowls, well balanced on the soil. Then I filled them with water. I was happy and I was waiting to see birds coming to my birdbath. Next day amma woke me up to show me, two very little small birds which were drinking water. I was so happy looking at them. They were so cute. They drank water and they hopped around. Even my heart was jumping with joy. I dint expect that birds would come to the birdbath so soon. My idea became a reality. The number of birds coming to the birdbath kept increasing. Then in the afternoon, I saw this bird on the branch preening its feathers through the window. So, slowly I went out and i stood near the door. There were so many birds. Birds of various species, little ones, and little bigger ones, as there are many birdbaths. So...

Summer holidays

I have finished writing my exams on april 10th. Lets forget about the exams.hahhaha.okie I wrote the exams quite aaaa well. Now I have holidays for good three months. So,im very happy and happy and happy. hahaha. I have many plans for these holidays. I will write about them once they materialize. I am actively thinking about what should be done .So, amma is saying go at a slow pace,while doing things. And keep practicing ,then u will attain perfection. Amma’s advice always helps me. Well I know many things but I am not best or perfect in anything . ‘jack of all trades ,master of none, is what my bro says about me. well its true. So ,i am keenly thinking about what to take up in these holidays. Hmmmm im doing some serious thinking. So I have decided.I have decided to attain perfection in eating and sleeping.hahahahaha. holidays are always fun. And I am very excited. Summer brings holidays along ,so I love summer too. The summer heat is good too,as I love it. Weather elaa unna naaku holi...

MY WISDOM TOOTH

LOOK AT MY WISDOM TOOTH.AAAAAAAAAA.HEEEEEE.HAHAHAHHA. From past many days, my wisdom tooth is protruding from the gums. It’s coming. it is paining a lot. Now only a part of the tooth can be seen. And it pains a lot when I eat or chew something. I wonder if this tooth has anything t do with wisdom.hahhaha. So I was thinking I am acquiring wisdom and I have become more wise.hahhaha. people never understand or take me to be wise ,so I have to show them my newly arrived tooth to show them that I am wise.hahahaha. Kidding.Actually whats the deal, people who laugh a lot cant be wise or what?hmmmm okie. The process of toothing is painful. Ditto like the path of acquiring wisdom. So I was telling amma, “amma see, I have got the wisdom tooth, nobody in our family has it except me and bro. Only bro and me are blessed with wisdom. So I am the wisest. U people should take my advice and follow me.hahhaha. she said ,nee maatalu vinte anthe.hahhaha. People grow, a person can be child only once in a l...

SILENT NIGHT

The nature is dead calm, Everybody is sleeping as if a fairy has sung a lullaby, I can hear my own breath, There is something mysterious about darkness, My desires buried deep within me, come forth like a mirror images without any inhibitions, Everything is unruffled, only a slight breeze blowing across, The moon so bright and charming, The soothing moonlight, The moonshine increases my desire to reach you, My love for you desires to express itself, It wants to spread its wings and fly high in the air, I yearn for you, I yearn to be with you, I wonder whether my love will ever reach you, Whether you will ever understand the passion and purity of my love, My love needs your understanding and acceptance, Is it not a decent plea? Sometimes my love yearns to be accepted by you, It does not ask for reciprocation, it only begs for your acceptance, I tell myself that if my love is pure, it will surely reach you one day, I feel like running alone on the road, shouting about my love for you, le...