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I am happy at the end of the day,my conscience is clear and I have peace in my heart and I only have to answer to my heart.peace be upon us.
I am me, Just me, A soldier,a mother,a lover,a best friend, With a tired face and wishful eyes, Coming home from daily battles,fights and war in different spiritual realms and places and planes, Bringing home a loving heart, A place of peace, To tell how well I did for my little ones to save them as they safely sit at home, As I come home glad in my own heart with rejoice, To see you little ones and hear your voice and feel your presence, Only a Soldier who gives her all, A healer who heals tends to the wounds, To smooth and guard my children small, Forgetting my wounds,almost dead,bleeding,full of scars,near death all the time, Doing with courage,stern,grim, The things my father,mother,family did for me, This is just me,invisible,unheard,quiet and calm yet loving all the time, Only me,lonely me with undying loyalty, Dedicated to my kids.i love you.
I love you, everybody feels,lives, expresses ,cherishes love in a different way.my way of living love and expressing love would be, protecting my loved ones. -  Soujanya yerrama vadluri.
I loved you I put you in my heart You were there safe inside my heart,I protected you The pain you gave me was cutting deep inside my heart like a knife All I could do was cry silently and bear it  I was bleeding yet I was loving you I bled but this heart of mine could not stop loving you Increasing pain,I loved you even more Silent tears,lost in love Pain within,shattered dreams,love and pain Faint lost smiles I smile and say,hurt me just a little more I whispered to you when you were sleeping, You destroyed me beautifully Now take my life I close my eyes and I kiss you I hug you And I fall asleep Forever I will love you Souji,you call out my name I am beyond what you now see With a little tear I say Do not weep I will watch over you I will always be right there I promise. A promise of love.
The pain of knowing that I will die is more than the actual dying.wanting to live,holding on and letting go at the same time.what a paradox.