TRAIL OF A UNICORN

I would love to kiss away your tears but you say I am the reason for those tears and you beg me to leave.

I loved you I put you in my heart You were there safe inside my heart,I protected you The pain you gave me was cutting deep inside my heart like a knife All I could do was cry silently and bear it  I was bleeding yet I was loving you I bled but this heart of mine could not stop loving you Increasing pain,I loved you even more Silent tears,lost in love Pain within,shattered dreams,love and pain Faint lost smiles I smile and say,hurt me just a little more I whispered to you when you were sleeping, You destroyed me beautifully Now take my life I close my eyes and I kiss you I hug you And I fall asleep Forever I will love you Souji,you call out my name I am beyond what you now see With a little tear I say Do not weep I will watch over you I will always be right there I promise. A promise of love.

The pain of knowing that I will die is more than the actual dying.wanting to live,holding on and letting go at the same time.what a paradox.