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TEARS IN THE RAIN

Rain drops falling and reaching the earth, It’s a beautiful sight. Can anyone tell me, when the first drop of rain has reached the earth and drenched the earth with their love? You my dear came into my life like a raindrop and drenched me with love. As I walk in the rain I think about you, My love, I offered you, my heart, you cared less, You couldn’t see the love in it, You trampled my heart under your feet My heart is crushed, hurt and it lies bleeding. Still I love you, My heart is touched by my love, Cause you have touched it with your feet One touch from you, Blessed I am, My heart knows the touch of love, Now I have known love even hurts a person in which it has grown. But it can never hurt the object of affection, I take even the hurt as a blessing, Being hurt in love is also a blessing, Being hit by cupid is sweet, Falling in love is sweet, Loving is sweet, Being in love is sweet, Drowning is sweeter, And being drowned and dying is sweetest. I close the umbrella, I look into th...

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My Tooth Brush

I start my day by brushing my teeth. Sometimes I don’t brush and I eat my breakfast directly, that’s a different matter. I usually don’t change my brush for a long time. I develop deep sense of attachment with it. I don’t feel like throwing it away after using it for few months. It’s been with me. Once I dint change my brush for a long time .my brush was displayed during dinnertime for everybody to see. And everybody was laughing. They asked me why dint I change it. I said I love it and I cant change to another and throw this one. On hearing this they even started laughing louder. There were few relatives in our home. Everybody was laughing. I kept wondering, what is there so much to laugh uncontrollably. Now I know, cause the brush was left with only few bristles, which we can count. hahahahha. I was so embarrassed and I made a complete fool out of myself by telling them the actual reason for keeping the brush. I don’t know I can’t let go off things once I develop attachment with them...

Chasing Butterflies

Sometimes I just feel like chasing butterflies and dragonflies and I feel like running after them. Not with the intention of catching them but just playfully, shouting, joyfully chasing them, where ever they go. And running around in fields and woods. That would be lovely. We used to do that when I were small, we used to run after butterflies in the park. But now they say I am grown up, and I can’t run after butterflies. Hmmmmm. Does age has to do something with playfulness in a person? Even now I want to do it, I am the same girl,with a mature mind offcourse but i still love it . Amma says that if I do so,people will think that I am mad or weird. I keep telling her let them think what they want to. even when I play with Laddu and I roll in the mud, we wrestle, and I make myself dirty, amma says what will the neighbors think about you? I will always do what my heart wants to do. And I am ruled not by my mind but by my heart. I wont let anything pull me down. What if they think I am cra...

BIRDBATH

First thing I had planned to do in the holidays was to make birdbaths. So few days’ back I brought 6 earthen bowls. Now I will explain the making of a birdbath.Hahhaha.i dug the soil, mounted it like a mound and then I placed the earthen bowls, well balanced on the soil. Then I filled them with water. I was happy and I was waiting to see birds coming to my birdbath. Next day amma woke me up to show me, two very little small birds which were drinking water. I was so happy looking at them. They were so cute. They drank water and they hopped around. Even my heart was jumping with joy. I dint expect that birds would come to the birdbath so soon. My idea became a reality. The number of birds coming to the birdbath kept increasing. Then in the afternoon, I saw this bird on the branch preening its feathers through the window. So, slowly I went out and i stood near the door. There were so many birds. Birds of various species, little ones, and little bigger ones, as there are many birdbaths. So...

Summer holidays

I have finished writing my exams on april 10th. Lets forget about the exams.hahhaha.okie I wrote the exams quite aaaa well. Now I have holidays for good three months. So,im very happy and happy and happy. hahaha. I have many plans for these holidays. I will write about them once they materialize. I am actively thinking about what should be done .So, amma is saying go at a slow pace,while doing things. And keep practicing ,then u will attain perfection. Amma’s advice always helps me. Well I know many things but I am not best or perfect in anything . ‘jack of all trades ,master of none, is what my bro says about me. well its true. So ,i am keenly thinking about what to take up in these holidays. Hmmmm im doing some serious thinking. So I have decided.I have decided to attain perfection in eating and sleeping.hahahahaha. holidays are always fun. And I am very excited. Summer brings holidays along ,so I love summer too. The summer heat is good too,as I love it. Weather elaa unna naaku holi...

MY WISDOM TOOTH

LOOK AT MY WISDOM TOOTH.AAAAAAAAAA.HEEEEEE.HAHAHAHHA. From past many days, my wisdom tooth is protruding from the gums. It’s coming. it is paining a lot. Now only a part of the tooth can be seen. And it pains a lot when I eat or chew something. I wonder if this tooth has anything t do with wisdom.hahhaha. So I was thinking I am acquiring wisdom and I have become more wise.hahhaha. people never understand or take me to be wise ,so I have to show them my newly arrived tooth to show them that I am wise.hahahaha. Kidding.Actually whats the deal, people who laugh a lot cant be wise or what?hmmmm okie. The process of toothing is painful. Ditto like the path of acquiring wisdom. So I was telling amma, “amma see, I have got the wisdom tooth, nobody in our family has it except me and bro. Only bro and me are blessed with wisdom. So I am the wisest. U people should take my advice and follow me.hahhaha. she said ,nee maatalu vinte anthe.hahhaha. People grow, a person can be child only once in a l...

SILENT NIGHT

The nature is dead calm, Everybody is sleeping as if a fairy has sung a lullaby, I can hear my own breath, There is something mysterious about darkness, My desires buried deep within me, come forth like a mirror images without any inhibitions, Everything is unruffled, only a slight breeze blowing across, The moon so bright and charming, The soothing moonlight, The moonshine increases my desire to reach you, My love for you desires to express itself, It wants to spread its wings and fly high in the air, I yearn for you, I yearn to be with you, I wonder whether my love will ever reach you, Whether you will ever understand the passion and purity of my love, My love needs your understanding and acceptance, Is it not a decent plea? Sometimes my love yearns to be accepted by you, It does not ask for reciprocation, it only begs for your acceptance, I tell myself that if my love is pure, it will surely reach you one day, I feel like running alone on the road, shouting about my love for you, le...

CUCKOOO,MY KOEL

Its summer season and the cuckoos have started singing. Cuckoos singing is like a sweet melody to the ears. So lovely And soulful .They have such a sweeet voice.I love it when they sing and I keep saying kooo kooo with the bird. It sings louder, when it hears mee saying kooo. It feel happy doing that. My neighbors think I am a crazy and mad.hahaahha. But my amma understands me.hahahaha. “She says or rather shouts, chinniiiiiiiii u fool n idiot stop it”. Hahahaha. Every summer I do this, right from my childhood days. I love cuckoos. Actually I like all birds. But then cuckoos bring a special joy along with them. The joy of spring, followed by summer, followed by holidays.hahhaha. I love this weather. Everything seems so beautiful and my much-awaited holidays are very near.hahahahaha. Actually speaking I take my own set of holidays even when college is going on.hahhaha. But summer holidays are different and I enjoy them a lot. Okie now I will end this post with a sweet melody .koooooooo ...

Morning Walks

Today morning I went for a walk. Laddu and me. It was beautiful.Bhel is a beautiful place. I loved it. We started at 5.00 and came back home by 6.40. Laddu is a tired and is sleeping now. Even I am bit tired and I am very hungry. Long back when grandma was here, she, I and Laddu used to go for morning walks. No matter how many times we go in the same route, grandma never remembered the routes. Sometimes I used to tease her and ask her to dance or sing on the road, telling her that if she is not going to dance then I am not taking her back home.hahahha. It used to be very funny. Grandma even danced a couple of times.hahhaha.I used to laugh and sit on the road unable to control my laughter.It was cute. Actually at that hour usually there’s nobody on the road. My sweet memories. Grandma is a wonderful person. She is innocent, very childlike, with a pure heart. she will be here this summer again.hurrayyy.Morning walks are great. Today I saw a big star shining very brightly in the sky. Actu...

Saregamapa

Just now I saw the grand finale of saregamapa on zee TV. Vinit lost to debojit. Totally insane and unbelievable. This is so terrible. I have always loved vinit’s voice from the starting and I always believed he would definitely win. But today he lost. I could not stop crying when they announced that debojit was the winner. This is sick. I have always voted for vinit. And this is a shock for me. Daddy is teasing me saying why I am crying. But in the past 10 months I have developed so much attachment towards vinit, I love him so much and I always wished and prayed that he should be winning the contest. He is like a small brother for me. But he lost.hmmmmmm. Strange are the ways of destiny and fate. Debojit dint deserve to win at all. But who can help it. Forget about him, vinit deserves to win and he was crying after loosing. It made me sad. But anyways he has a golden voice and he sings with such passion and verve. He will surely reach great heights in his life. And he will win more hea...

MY LADDU

Laddu, my bestest best friend. She is not of the same species but she is a piece of my soul. My baby, she is the best. Her loving and caring ways. Her innocent, naughty and comforting eyes. Her unconditional love. She is a bundle of joy. I feel she is an angel. The bond we share is that of love, trust and understanding. Who says animals don't talk, they do talk. She is my best buddy. She has been with me through thick and thin of my life. We spend lot of time together. I keep talking with her about what's going on in the world, I keep telling her about my aims, love, frds, complains, regrets, opinions and so on. I tell her everything. She looks at me as if she understands everything There r times when I have cried sitting with her when I am feeling sad about something. She comes and licks me and that gives me a lot of comfort .she has always been with me,by my side. We play around in the garden. We play running and catching. She runs and I run after her to catch her. Then somet...

Valentines Day

Tommorow is Valentines Day. I am happy being all by myself all the times but sometimes I feel lonely especially on valentines day, I feel so lonesome cause that day I feel there is no one for me, no soul mate, looking at couples hugging n snuggling, roses, flowers, heart shaped balloons,love poems, heart shaped chocolates, the color red n everything reminds me that I am alone. My heart yearns to be loved and I become sad. On the brighter side,The very thought that someone, somewhere in this world is made for me ,makes me feel happy ,whom I will meet sooner or later but for sure. or maybe i have already met him and i need to realise that he is the person for me.When will I meet him? One day perhaps I will meet him, my soul mate,my true love. Hmmmmmmmmm.Then I’m lost in thought. But then I am happy also because there r people who love me, my family and friends. Love is definitely in the air with all the proposals, couples who r already in love, n everybody celebrating love. Wonderful. A ...

Cartoons Cartoons

i love watching cartoons.lalalalalala.i enjoy watching them.my favourite cartoon show is timon and pumbaa.I feel friends should be like timon and pumbaa.the friendship they share is great.i want someone like them as my friends,aaaah that would be soo beautiful.my other favs shows are dexters laboratory,tom n jerry,pingu,oswald,make way for noddy,kipper,hiedi,talespin,duck tales,chip n dale-rescue rangers,the legend of tarzan,the scooby doo show,the scooby and scrabby show,swat cats,batman and his friends,baby looney tunes,courage the cowardly dog,miffy and his friends,kim possible,aladdin,adventures of winnie the pooh,johny bravo,mr.bean,the spiderman,the road runner's show,the popeye show,jake long,the little mermaid,brandy and the whiskers,mickey mouse and his friends,goofy and his friends,sylvester and tweety mysteries and many many more.i find them very enjoyable. my ideal day would be like relaxing eating chips and choclates and watching cartoons.usually when i say i love wat...

This year

This year was very good for me,now when i look back i feel happy and content.I would have done better in a few aspects of my life but i am happy.I am all ready for a new year,with new ambitions ,resolutions and new energy.Wish u all a very happy new year in advance.Hope this year bring loads and loads of happiness and peace in your lives. copyrights©2006 Soujanya.ALL RIGHTS RESERVED.

my birthday

In November I celebrated my birthday. I had very good time on the day of my birthday with my friends and parents,sis, n bro. I have become one year older obviously. But I don’t want to grow,hahhaha. Life has been great till now. My future will be great too, hopefully. Life has offered me so much and I have accepted everything with open arms. Till now no regrets about anything, I just feel happy for all the choices I have made in my life and everything I have done till today. I am happy. copyrights©2006 Soujanya.ALL RIGHTS RESERVED.

GURU SPEAK

Here I am, to preach about love and give you valuable advice and help, in matters of the heart. Though am not a guru, I am quite good in doing this. You people can ask me and take my advice on various matters like expressing your love, impressing the person you love, how to make them say yes, how to make them fall in love with you, problems in a relationship and all. I am here to help you out. My advices are all easy to apply or implement and very effective.hhahahahahha.i can assure you that. Conditions apply. Like the person you love should not be already married to someone…. You people can leave your queries in the comments. Be precise when you’re asking about something. And I will give my valuable advice.Wishing you all luck in love. Keep loving!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Biotechnology

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UNDYING LOVE

"I love you ", I love you, truly, madly and unconditionally from ages , I yearn, and crave to be with you, I want to reach you, When the longing and urge to reach you increases, I try and reach you through my waves of love but in vain. Destiny keeps us apart. I desire to reach you and I try to reach you, but I cant! I dream about you and me , My dreams of togetherness, companionship have been shattered and challenged time and again. But still I hold on to my dreams. It really pains when a dream shatters. you are up there and i am here, But I cant constrain myself from loving you and thinking about you. Sometimes my heart cries, but the tears cant be seen. Now I have even learnt to live in my own world of love. I feel content, that love has grown in me. Though pain, lonesomeness and longing surfaces at times and I feel despondent and miserable. Your memories keep me alive. I breath, live and love you. Loving you is the way of life. You are the essence of my life. Everyone year...

The winter evening

Ohh!! This winter season Hearts are budding and blooming in love like flowers in spring. Aaah!! The winter evening, The dim twilight, The green trees exuding harmony, The falling temperatures, Feel like snuggling up in the bed, Great weather, Birds chirping, I look into the sky, I wish u were there with me. Your memories and thoughts surround me and they take me into a different world of fascination, reverie, and trance. A world of our own. Were you and I are together, You and I are watching the sunset. We are sitting close to each other, hand in hand. Where words are not needed to communicate Where eyes and the soul speak more than words do… We see birds flying back to their homes, We dream of our own home and our sweet little family. A home, which is built on the foundation of love, support, belief, care, trust, and faith. A home, which is full of love and nothing but love. Beautiful moment, Feels like heaven, Were words fall short to explain the joy of being together. The vows of lo...