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New enthusiasm,new hope.........in my life.let the heavens sing, god bless, cosmic forces shape, destiny rule and angels surround us.
You know sometimes I want to splash people with a whole bucket of water and say heyyy wake up, come back to your senses, do u even understand what you are doing and talking.absolutely.hmmmmm.really.
Some people are really in need of some acid oh I mean antacid like gelusil to cool them down, cause their tummies are full of jealously, hatred, malice and fire, hmmmm, need some gelusil call aaaahh 12345678910.heeee.free free free.
People don't have any right to ask somebody to die.how pathetic and psycho like to suggest somebody or wish they could die,seen such people,I'm amazed.huh really,that's how I feel like inside my head.
Helping hands are always better than praying lips.my philosophy.my deeds are always my worship.true worship.true service to the almighty who has lent you a soul.prayers are always answered, its just that some prayers take a hell lot of time to be answered.
Run after peace, it will fly,evade us.chase it,it will fly, it will evade us.do what you love, concentrate on finding solutions for your problems, concentrate on your soul goals, be busy, it will slowly come and sit with you and accompany you in your life.
I do tarot card reading for myself,for guidance,Need any guidance for any questions,if u believe in tarot and stuff,send the queries,I will do tarot card reading n let you know,n guide you.god bless you.
There is something called intuition,gut feeling,or sixth sense.I strongly believe in it.it guides me through the course of my life.cosmic heavenly forces always guide me.vibes we get, everything guides us.nothing is a coincidence,everything happens for a reason.it's destiny,cosmic forces,and God all the way.as much as we have free will in our life,we do have something much more powerful, destiny,the subconscious.
I am a self confessed foodie,some people live to eat,some eat to live.I eat, I am like I live to eat.love great food!I love to eat.
Never beg for anything,if you deserve it,you will get it,if it is meant to be,it will be,never beg for love,same for anything in life,if it is destined it will be.
Need any kind of emotional help or emotional support,do mail me at whysoujanya@gmail.com.when there is no one to help you emotionally I will be there for you to help you.you can count on me.
Human brain can create hell out of heaven,and heaven out of hell.and people are capable of bringing out the devil out of an angel.pretty amazing huh.
Go buy some pure love,happiness,peace,care,affection,and oh yes life,your past and TIME,good character,soulful beauty,compassionate and empathetic heart,beautiful mind,intelligence,class,wisdom,physical features,charisma,cuteness and elegance,confidence,honesty,and ya sense of humour,talents,feelings and emotions,good qualities,virtues,ethics,values,morals,principles, ideals and standards.bus ho gaya.buy atleast some of it,can you,that's what money cant buy.got it,great!sure you can cultivate few of them,but natural born,present innately in your veins and inborn is strong.
What baffles me sometimes is,our time here is so very limited and we live and act as though we live forever.hmmm think about it.
Think about how you spend your day,people, priorities, its a day of your life that will never get back.if your giving someone or something your time amd attention, you are giving them part of your life,think if it is worth it.make your days, life worthy.
Revenge, negativity and drama, bullshit, let go, forgive, let karma settle scores, dont waste your life over something or somebody you hate.best thing is to become unreachable, improve yourself, work on it,it will help you.i do the same.let your centre of focus be you, your priorities, dont get swayed, you and your life,not somebody else always.it takes time to cultivate this attitude.takes time, patience.
When life hits you hard and you fall, happens, gather strength and stand up again. Read it somewhere,its something like this, Its not about how hard you can fight or punch in a boxing ring, Its about how hard a punch you can take and still fight and continue to fight, Defeat is not declared until you just fall, give up and refuse to get up.so when life punches you hard, show life how strong you can really be, dont be a loser, be a fighter, hell never give up.
Don't want to die with dreams in my eyes,want to die with a pride that I have loved fiercely with all my heart,helped enough,received love and a sense of accomplishment n achievement,a sense that I have always been my best,I am the best,n always will remain the best,I know pogaru,haaaa ya dommapoguru to chavali nen chachey time oste.
Love that is pure,deep affection has a way of reaching the very core of the soul.maybe the mind of the other person interferes in human beings ,but ultimately it does reach the soul.eventually what's meant to be,is what's meant to be.animals understand the unspoken love,or the soulful love easily.they are easy to communicate,no language,just the souls interacting and communicating with each other.nature has its own way.
Kal ho na ho title track...sonu nigam,the sweetest voice I have known,besides the voices of people I love.hell beautiful lyrics.beautifully rendered.fresh n breezy and it makes you think.kal ho na ho.....deep meaning.and the video has got the one sharukh khan who happens to be my bloody favourite right from childhood,too charismatic I must say and what eyes.hmmm well well coming back to the song,listen to the song.love more,live more,get more out of life,be happy.tomorrow is not promised,live now.read a quote somewhere,there will come a time in life,when there is no more time to do all the things that you want to do,so do it now-paul Coelho.until next time take care,babye.
Some people never know the value of true soulful love.it's rare and precious.if you can find that in your life,never let go.never ever.
Peaceful solitude is so much different than being lonely,lost and alone.I love being all by myself sometimes.peaceful,introspection,I think about love,family,friends,how far I have come,where I am,how far I have to go,also my priorities,time spent,days spent,years spent,my struggles,soul goals,materialistic goals,my guiding values,keeping a check not to be swayed by materialistic things,my bucket list,life,everything and just anything,being the best,my standards n all.hmmmm very rarely a sudden wave of sadness or hmmm aaah a feeling of being lonely and lost hits me real hard.I analyse,like a wandering soul,I can't find a reason.a sudden wave of vairaagyam.happens.maybe I am lost soul searching for answers.love,life,death and beyond.always curious to know the answers.I try and find answers within myself,sometimes nature,sometimes god,sometimes animals,sometimes spirituality,sometimes psychology,sometimes philosophy,sometimes compassion and empathy,sometimes my life purpose and I end...
Some things,qualities or talents,we don't adapt,nor we learn,it runs in our veins.it's in the very soul.it comes naturally to us.it's our nature,the soul,the core of our very being.
When you are fed up of nonsensical bullshit drama and you feel like punching people in their groin real hard.really it happens.prolonged suppressed anger leads to such feeling.
Sidharth,sidhu,boori,salla boori,chinnoda ,Chicha,boogie,kodey dhoodah,jinka,kundel,elka,pilli,kukka,chinna kanna,olunaana,pandi,buthki,muthku,angelu,donga na kodka ,dongamoham,damager,several names one angel,my first son.god bless us.
Real poverty in life is being unloved,uncared,dejected,rejected,abandoned and lonely.not having money is not real poverty.real poverty is in our hearts and souls which are not able to love or give love beyond ourselves.our inability to love,care,lack of compassion and empathy,our inability to receive love with a open heart that's poverty.it's sad,very sad.just think how many of us are really poor.do we see anything beyond ourself is the real question.
It's always better if we stay humble and remember we are only humans,we should never play god.It's good if we stay humble and not act like we are gods.the destiny,lives,everything in the universe is intricately interwoven,where we see a thread,god sees a whole Web,delicately woven.wait for it to unravel itself,slowly.everything happens for a reason.hail the Lord,the almighty.at the end of the day,you are only human and mortal,there is god,cosmic forces and most of all karma.so let's just wait and watch.
Whatever people do, they cannot recreate my past or create new history to taint it with nonsense and shit.god has given us mouths, so let people talk, what they want to talk, free will, character speaks for itself, it doesnt need any defending, all I can say is get your facts right and do your research well before you speak.i can only see ignorance and malice and i watch in silent contemplation and a smile to see what people can do to drag somebody down.infact I am amused.and sometimes my smile changes into a wide grin noticing the heights of jealousy and shit.
Innocence when abused turns into adorable devilishness.I am so proud of myself sometimes.heeeee.cheers to everybody who loves me,cheers to everybody who don't like me.
Some people are great infact hilarious,they call something shit,they have all the time in the world,to think about shit,talk about shit and their major priorities in life are shit,oh my god,is it.quite possible.they love that shit.
Great losses should teach you something.tormenting others and sprinkling negative shit around,won't do you any good.think.someone got time to throw negativity around,put up a no buyer sign,sell the negativity stuff somewhere else,I am not interested,I am not taking it,enough.
Some people hold dreams in their eyes,they see what others don't see,they feel what others don't feel,they feel in the their gut,they see the dream,day in and day out,it runs in their veins,they believe in the beauty of their own dreams.they find strength in their own dreams.passionate,a dreamer,a doer.time will tell,a dreamer,a visionary,a doer.all I can say is believe in yourself.if not anybody you owe it to urself.
Some people have shit and nonsense and some people have goals.decide which category you want to belong.some talk and gossip.some criticise and pour negativivity around.some people watch things happen.some drag others down and are glad.some people make things happen.some people wonder what's happening.decide which category you want to belong and just belong.perhaps you already fall in some category.think.not happy?change.happy as hay,remain.
Be your own wind beneath your wings.fly high.be highly principled. The heights that you can reach can only be known if you fly.dont let criticism, doubts and negativity bog you down.spread your wings and just fly.be inspired.
Everything is ever changing,tell me will you wake up for sure tomorrow morning.are you sure?hmmmm only change is permanent.everything else is transient.a state of impermanence.a world that we see,a world that we live in.only the soul is everlasting.then why the arrogance and why the nonsense shit.let go.hold on to things which you love,rather than concentrating on things that you don't like or hate.you always have a choice I must say.live a life of conscious decisions.choose,prioritise.choose love over everything.a decision is all it takes.decide now,what do you want from life.hell decide.the power lies within us.decide and go for it.and think whether it's really all that you want deep down to your core.do it.
We give our time,affection,love to people whom we really care.you don't expect a thing from them,not fame,money,sex.we are giving because we care,we are giving them a part of our life.if u have such people in life,treasure them for they are rare and worthy.value them,cherish and love them.
How will I want to be remembered after I die,is the deep pondering question.I have many answers.most of all a person of high character,morals,ethics,values,beliefs,roots,standards,principles,ideals,highly inspiring,who loved fiercely,a revolutionary,a visionary,beautiful soul,heart,mind and body.who made a positive difference in the lives of animals and people.a legend,compassionate and empathetic,a lover,a healer,a supporter,a giver.
Have you loved people so fiercely that it hurts,but still you continue to love them.you cannot stop loving them.I did,I still do and will always love.
Music,divine and touching.it lives through my veins.all the thoughts and feelings find expression through music,me,my life,music,delicately interwoven together.I find my expression through music.something about music is heavenly,it's soulful,transcends and takes me to a all together different plane.hell I love music,I love listening to it,I love singing.will update a song sung by me soon on the blog.
I just wish what everybody does,comes back to them,including me,let karma come as a full circle,like a boomerang.boooom.oka Chettho chestey enko chetiki tirigi ostadi antaru kada.everi karma ki everu maatram bhaadhyulu,everu cheskunna karma vaalu anubhavinchaka tapped.tadaasthu.what you give,you get.good begets good and vice versa.
Is life worth living?if you have to even think for a second to answer that question,then you need to change your life right away.life is too short,it will be over even before you realise it.take the reigns into your own hands and then decide to live it,full out,the day you regret will hit you in the face soon,if you don't live it.one fine day it will dawn upon you,what was I even thinking,about petty little stuff and shit and nonsense.the should haves,could haves,would haves,what ifs,will hit you like a wave and you find yourself stuck,helpless.full of regret,don't let it happen.don't miss the big picture thinking about nonsense shit.always prioritise and know what matters most. Love sou.
What is my calling,question yourself,ask yourself,when you are quiet and peaceful.without a purpose in life,a mundane existence is no living at all.I found my higher calling in my life.
To have loved enough, knowing that you have loved enough, is a true sign of a life well lived.some people are more dead than alive.to have laughed enough, cried enough, loved fiercely, helped enough, a life well lived.
For every living being on this earth,there is are angels.pray for them,they are silently looking upon you,watching you,protecting you and blessing you.cosmic forces,god,angels and karma won't let anything wrong happen in life.it's all divine plan.just trusting the process.patience.
Little philosophy and inspiration, The heaven has lent you a soul,the earth will lend you a grave indicated by number 8.a soul reaches the earth,incarnates,lives in a physical body,and again leaves the earth and reaches the heaven,spirit world.the circle of karma is completed.whatever you do,comes back to you many fold.you wish it or not. I find this very inspiring,there is plenty of time to sleep once you die,so wake up,make your dreams come true. Also, the closest you can get to death is when you sleep,a sample closest to death is when you sleep. Sleep is a gentle reminder that you are not going to live forever.better live each day to the  fullest.what if you never wake up from sleep.or even worse what if you sleep with open eyes all through your life and are never really awake.pretty much possible,realise what is important.don't let petty things bug you.be a bigger better person let go.
I am afraid,gravely afraid,very afraid that I will end up living a mediocre life with my dreams still inside me,a life unlived fully.
Feel something very strongly,a desire for something or to make something happen,a dream,a goal anything,great,the universe will help you realise and bring it to reality.
Let people talk what they want to talk,their opinion is not our reality.being silent is not giving consent,it's silently witnessing their ignorance and smiling.it's difficult but try and master it,you will be very happy.character speaks for itself,you never need to defend it.life is great,be strong,have goals,stay focused.love yourself enough not to let shit affect you.take care.
Hmmmmm walking.walking is very therapeutic especially if you love being around nature.go for quiet long walks, feel the fresh air, surroundings, its great.a sense of peace is restored.its like therapy.try it.morning, evening or after dinner, go for walks.really long walks.you will find peace.dont think about health related walks they are different, offcourse long walks will automatically have health benefits, mind stays calm, happy hormones are released, you get excercise too.cheers.go foe long walks, try them sometime soon, you will know it for yourself.
Watched  this hindi song ranveer ching,loved it like hell,bursting and infectious energy and dance, great song.have some time check it.
Me,A legend in my own sense.doesnot make sense to you, hmmmm pretty much makes sense to me.there is no other way possible.history will witness a new hero.the dawn of a beautiful soul,heart,mind,body.a legend in the making.
Everyday you have a choice.choose to love every single day.you will love to live.choose love over everything else.you will have a beautiful life.a life well lived and a soulful one for that.cheers.say cheese,show your teeth well yeah great!!!keep doing that.
It's funny how people can go to different levels to degrade,drag somebody down.you can go to such extents to hurt somebody,why would you do that,if you hate somebody why would you waste your life over them,dont you have anything better to do,you don't have a life?do you?hmmmm amazing what people can do,what hatred and jealousy could do to people.they invest so much in bringing somebody down,energy,time and life.if it's genuine hatred for people who have wronged you,try and let go,let karma do its thing,life is a boomerang,what you give out,you get it back,the circle of karma is completed.people could as well be investing in their own life,growing,improving.as simple as that.keep goals,life,emotional,soul,spiritual,materialistic,be it anything.work towards them.attitude matters.it's all about ATTITUDE in life.
Love is love right,it might not always be romantic love.you just love a person and there is no romantic thing attached to it.instead it's just a strong emotional attachment towards a person,in its purest most innocent form.ever felt it or known it?a mother's love,a child's love,a father's love,a brother's love,friend's love,a dogs love,a cats love,a birds love,a companions love,any love,any strong emotional bonding and attachment.feel it to believe it.keep loving,keep living.
If you have a dream in your eyes,no matter how big or small,people may not support you,they may laugh at you,they may ridicule you,they may even degrade and demean you,but if you feel strongly enough,if your belief is strong enough then I say go for it.you will find strength,courage and confidence inside you.nevermind the doubts that people instill in you,I say go for it,with all might,and you will see it coming true.feel something then just do it.goo for it now.
Sometimes tears have no meaning.we no longer understand the reason why we are crying and suddenly you feel like crying more and more.that doesn't comfort you either.try and find a reason.impossible.well we may actually know the reason but we are not accepting or denying and pushing it away.
We watch movies with glee and happiness, do we even value a loving, living, really breathing, moving person around us?do we value the presence of a person around us is the real big question.where do we find happiness.is it deep.question is what are our priorities.
Life and its different phases.when we say its just a phase, what do we really mean, you are not living at all if you ever postpone your living for better days to come.as much as I know I still struggle to live it to the fullest sometimes.
To all the people who love me,I love you a lot and I care deeply about you.just missing my friends in this phase of life.just know that you are always loved, cherished and remembered.