I keep looking at the night time sky contemplating about life and it's intricacies.for a long time.then I sing few lines of my fav song abhi mujh mein kahi and I see lightening.god speaks with me sometimes.or was it just too cloudy.i am sitting sometimes I think few strong thoughts and it gets windy and starts to drizzle all of a sudden.i was praying for laddu,suddenly sidhu comes and the picture of Ganesha idol falls with a sound.how can it be just my silly imagination.i was testing whether it really exist,I was like ,you there god? and no lightening.dint work.when I pray intently wholeheartedly for good to happen,when it's selfless I see signs.i see answers everywhere.does nature,cosmic forces,god speak or respond to you?recently I just thought the sun was too sunny and suddenly the sunbeams toned down.i was just amazed.what really?does it happen with any one of you?do you see signs or do you feel cosmic forces giving you answers.
when i was a kid about ten years old,i was studying in st.anns primary school.being a christian missionary school we would say a prayer about jesus christ.everybody would close their eyes and say the our father in heaven holy be your name prayer,it happened one day i opened my eyes and read this quote written on the wall,my obsession with quotes,words and inspiration.it goes like this"for god so loved the world that he gave his only begotten son,that whosoever believeth in him shouldnot perish but have an everlasting life".i dint know the meaning back then.when everybody said the prayer and later laughed and talked.i kept reading the quite on the wall,trying to understand it.few years later when my english was way much better and my faith strong in god,i actually understood the meaning.
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