DRIVING A TWO WHEELER

I feel so stupid. I don’t know how to drive a two-wheeler till now.hmmmmm I usually laugh while I tell others that I don’t know how to drive a two-wheeler. It gives an impression that I don’t care about my inefficiency in driving. But what I feel inside is completely different. Offcourse people who are close to me can make out about how I feel.these days . these days I feel like a looser. Cause even small kiddo’s are able to drive but not me who is nineteen,nineteen,ohhh god!!!!such a pity.hooohuhuhhuhu. such a shame. I have tried to console myself saying,two-wheelers increase pollution . instead people should walk or use public transport and decrease pollution and be a good citizen. Hehehhe.but now it is not working. There are two ways by which a vehicle is driven. One is like, the driver controls the vehicle, the other is the driver is controlled by the vehicle. The second one is true for me. I don’t know but the handle shivers while any vehicle comes before me while driving on the road. Hey , I mean it,my hands don’t shiver ,the handle of the vehicle shivers.hehhehehehhe. my sister made few efforts to teach me but that left her with a fractured leg. Thanks to me. My brother made countless efforts to teach me but in vain. Most of the time he scolded me for my knowledge and sense about traffic. Hehhehe. “ you don’t have any traffic sense..you are a horrible driver...you better don’t ever drive in your life.” This is the comment I got from my bro.my brother who always supported and encouraged me in everything. In this matter he has lost hope on me.hmmmmmm. when I drive,my hands and legs become very cold.i start panicking.i don’t understand why???I ponder and ponder over this but I cant find an answer for this.i feel like a loser. I need to achieve many things in my life. But im not able to accomplish the simple task of driving a vehicle. How idiotic. Such a simple task which every human being is able to do,but I find it herculean.i am seriously trying to overcome this fear of driving. But I am unable to do that. Hope I find a solution very soon. Some people say that when you fear about something,then think about your parents and god to drive it away. But at that point of time while driving nothing seems to work in my favour to chase my fear away.i am gearing up to learn driving from today. My bro says we need to warn people before hand and ask them not to travel on the roads if they love their lives .hehehhe. I will keep you people posted about the accidents in future. Wish me luck and success. I admire people who drive gracefully. That’s actually admiration with a tinge of envy cause I cant drive. I love long rides ,thanks to my bro he takes me for long drives.And i need to mention this,my bro is a great driver i have known in my life. And the f1 drivers. Ohhhhhh they are just awesome. Mind blowing. Hmmmmmm they are such wonderful drivers. When the vehicle is at stand,I sit on it and act as if I am driving it.juyeeeeeee,juyeeeeee,vroom.vroom,hahhahahaha.And i really enjoy doing.one fine day i will be a proud driver,hehehe. I even ask my mom to sit on the vehicle.hehhehe.i don’t know why but there is always this inner feeling ,instinct that keeps telling me that I am going to hit a vehicle when I drive.maybe its my fear of driving.hehehhe. without courage people can never achieve anything. The optimist in mee says very soon I will surely be a good driver. But the pessimist in me says very soon you will be on bed because you will be injured in an accident.hehehhehe. don’t know who is right.i hope the optimist in me is right. Lets see what happens. If the optimist in me wins well and good,I will celebrate. But if the pessimist in me wins,even then I will celebrate because then I would be at home and chill out without going to college.hehehhehe.