
I start my day by brushing my teeth. Sometimes I don’t brush and I eat my breakfast directly, that’s a different matter. I usually don’t change my brush for a long time. I develop deep sense of attachment with it. I don’t feel like throwing it away after using it for few months. It’s been with me. Once I dint change my brush for a long time .my brush was displayed during dinnertime for everybody to see. And everybody was laughing. They asked me why dint I change it. I said I love it and I cant change to another and throw this one. On hearing this they even started laughing louder. There were few relatives in our home. Everybody was laughing. I kept wondering, what is there so much to laugh uncontrollably. Now I know, cause the brush was left with only few bristles, which we can count. hahahahha. I was so embarrassed and I made a complete fool out of myself by telling them the actual reason for keeping the brush. I don’t know I can’t let go off things once I develop attachment with them. Even material things. So bro calls me an emotional “FOOL” and a senti “MENTAL” girl highlighting the mental part in the word. hahahhaha. They say I am totally mad. Hmmmmm may be I am. Hahhaha. Anyways I changed the brush and I brought a new one. I feel even the brush has life in it and it says good morning to me every morning. Seriously, I feel it has life. Maybe I am weird, but that’s me. Even now when the topic of changing house comes up, I am against changing our house. I will miss my mango tree and other trees and everything. Not that I cant adjust in another house, but I have developed a deep sense of attachment with this house. It’s a intrinsic part of my personality, right from my childhood and I can’t change. I develop deep sense of attachment with everything and I can’t let go off anything or most of the things. Sometimes it a blessing and sometimes it’s a curse. But one thing, now I have changed a little, I have learnt to let go off my old brushes.hahahahha. I am very persistent. I cling to my past but i also welcome the and accept the present with open arms. I remember almost everything from my past and I hold my memories close to my heart and I always treasure them and I cherish them. Not that I disregard or ignore my present.
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