I was cleaning the cauliflower to cook it.saw worms,many and I screamed. I am scared of worms.asked my hubby to clean them. He put them in a bucket with water,the worms were trying to crawl up the bucket.i thought let me save them.then I thought just let it be they are just worms.i dint help them out.whats wrong with me.i feel bad now.the worms died. Remembered a Buddhist guy on TV who was holding worms in his hand and was happy holding them,saying they are creatures too.i am me.they died and I let them die.what does that make me?
when i was a kid about ten years old,i was studying in st.anns primary school.being a christian missionary school we would say a prayer about jesus christ.everybody would close their eyes and say the our father in heaven holy be your name prayer,it happened one day i opened my eyes and read this quote written on the wall,my obsession with quotes,words and inspiration.it goes like this"for god so loved the world that he gave his only begotten son,that whosoever believeth in him shouldnot perish but have an everlasting life".i dint know the meaning back then.when everybody said the prayer and later laughed and talked.i kept reading the quite on the wall,trying to understand it.few years later when my english was way much better and my faith strong in god,i actually understood the meaning.
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